HAha no I was not prego just wanted to be!!!  

Okay so I have been working through some stuff, like who isn't, but my biggest thing is am super jealous of people who attract other people for example: I have had alot of "friends" but I don't know how to keep them close I feel like I don't connect...I can txt and ask them how they are doing but really it fizzles out...how do people do it are they just smarter and have more to talk about do they just know in-depth more things!?

I find myself wanting to hang but not know if I am really wanted at that times...one thing is for sure I know I am never alone cause God is always with me and that amazes me even when I make HUGE mistakes he loves me and forgives me!!!

lol if your reading this you are more then likely CONFUSED!!!!! so random!

Inclusion I intended to write more letters to pass friends!!!


 “Every body allows that the talent of writing agreeable letters is peculiarly female.” 
― Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey

Oppps

Okay SO I guess I can spill my guts on this blog cause NO knows about this one and So I can tell Matt that I have proof  IT IS JANUARY 1ST I believe I  might be PREGNANT and not really ready for another one but it was in the plans so how do I convince Matt I can handle much more Iam not patient enough to do this!!!